Posted: Wed Aug 15, 2007 3:45 pm Post subject: Fears!
What are you scared of?
Me, I am scared of the dark. Not really the dark itself but rather what it hides. _________________ Hamsters for life!
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I have a bit more control over #2 but #1 will send me under the bed shaking uncontrolably with my head phones on full blast -_- I hate it. BUT after a storm I calm down... if I were to loose Tecoon I would never recover _________________ I'm a white thylacine with turqoise stripes, eyes, & hair.
Aw hun i'm sorry!!! *hugs* I knew you were depressed but I didn't know if that was why =( I hope you're doing better & I'm always available to talk about it (Tecoon too & I'm sure others here too!)
(sorry for going a bit off topic but do continue everyone!) _________________ I'm a white thylacine with turqoise stripes, eyes, & hair.
*hugs back* Thanks, Sara. ^^ Actually, it's kinda confusing...the girl he was going out with just dumped him because, in her words, he "rambled about that one girl he was dating for the past four months like ALL THE TIME" and he keeps hinting that he still likes me, but...I have no idea what I'm gonna do, since I have two OTHER guys that really like me ><
*sigh* Men are confusing.
Anyway: on topic part...I also found out today that I'm not particularly fond of truck lifts. Like, the kind in garages where they pick up the truck so you can work underneath them? They scare me; I'm always afraid I'll get too close and it'll break and the truck or car will hit me xD I guess this might go with my fear of heights? _________________ ~Ginny~
Ginny men are not confusing. We are not even misunderstood. Women know us far better then they pretend they do. Men are very simple. Problem is one can over think about this. Don't think to hard on us. Do that and men become far more simple. And men know women far better then women think we do. Problem is there is next to nothing we can do about women's type of thinking except try to attract them. O well.
Fear!!!
Well, like so many I have the fear of being alone for the rest of my life. But show that fear and one is done for.
Hummm... Other fears I would say being in a group of really angry people all hateful and after me with endless torcher in there mind for me would be a big one.
Thunder and lightning. I like that. I will stand out side in the middle of a storm to be around that.
Look up at the sky. It is alive!
I am sorry Ginny about my first statement on this. It seem to me way out of bounds. That is I my self am as confused as ever about women in general. It is a hard subject. That is why there is so many people trying to seek help and going to Date sites and such so much. At the moment I just can't help but feel confused by all this. Example: At some of those sites (yes I have been to a few) I get responses form women across the country as far as CAL. and I live in MASS. Even some from Russia. Some seem to really wont to know me but none form near me. None from Mass. Even thou I try to make contact there is no response. None! I can only feel I am doing or saying something wrong. But no one says anything back. I am in the dark with this.
What is one to do?
So if you feel Men are confusing. I am on the opposite side of this. Women are confusing or just down right unresponsive. Of late I no longer bother. Far to many years of this for not.
I will say this. I still believe if one shows fear of being alone one is done for. No one really wont's to know this of anyone. As far as I can tell. It is a hard thing to deal with.
Ok, in all seriousness...I am scared of bees, dogs and hate.
Bees = I hate how they fly in my face and I think they will sting me.
Dogs = I hate THEM because my next door neighbor has three vicious dogs who always peaks over the fence and barks/growls at me. One day walking home from school they got free and chased me around and they guarded ME from entering my own house. One stood infront of the door and the other two kept chasing me.
Hate = As you know, I HATE a lot of people for what happened to me back then. But I am scared of hate because deep in my mind, I think so many people hate me and I always think of myself as a failure. _________________ *Shrugs* Meh, what a drag.
Hate = As you know, I HATE a lot of people for what happened to me back then. But I am scared of hate because deep in my mind, I think so many people hate me and I always think of myself as a failure.
Hummm.... That too is a hard thing to deal with. I use to feel much the same growing up.
AS for "hate" I hate feeling things at times.
Hate = As you know, I HATE a lot of people for what happened to me back then. But I am scared of hate because deep in my mind, I think so many people hate me and I always think of myself as a failure.
Hummm.... That too is a hard thing to deal with. I use to feel much the same growing up.
AS for "hate" I hate feeling things at times.
I know hate is bad, but I got used to grow with it. _________________ *Shrugs* Meh, what a drag.
Hate is not always bad. One of my past friends. One of my best friends. Few are like him. He said and had proven in is own way hate can be a good tool. Think about it. I am not all to sure if it is so for women, I would imagine it would, but for men (most that I know of) for them hate can be converted in to an adrenalin boost! Your anger can lead you to do things that you may not normally be able to do. I have learned how to do this. It is not hard. It is quite natural and easy. At times too easy. this was a concern for me growing up. I did not want to fight or hurt others. So back then I tried to keep my anger in check. Did not always work. As of now if I am in a state of hate or anger I would tun on some music that suites my current mood and work out till I hurt all over. It allowed me to push far more than usual. This is true for like in a fight. Let's say you where defending someone or yourself against someone that meant harm. You build hate for this person and let your anger rise to all out rage then even a small guy like me can take on someone much bigger. (which I had to do at times, after all who else is a small guy going to take on then someone bigger?) This most know how to do. So even the one you may take on likely dose as well. "problem!" Answer "take them down quick!" It shocks the hell out of most and I found many will back down after they see you can and will hurt them back. Not all however. You may find a few that really like to fight then you may have a bigger problem if that makes them more aggressive towards you. Some may even try to befriend you after seeing that you are no push over. "strange how that works" This dose not impress me so I usually do not befriend such people. I don't mind, I even kind of like some aggressively strong people like my past friend but I just don't like a jerk. This I why it is hard for me to be a jerk. Not to say I can't or haven't been but I can't stay that way for long. It is a real drag to me to be a jerk. It is just not me. Hint in order not to embarrass yourself and really drive home your point when you fight. Hurt them! Hurt them really good. It dose not sound nice but it will give them something to think about. If you don't, it can backfire and leave the other thinking you may still be a wimp and pushover and may still try something later and use your last fight against you. Fear is a good teacher. In some ways I would rather someone fear me than respect me. After all people have very little respect for one another as it is. People I like have nothing at all to fear of me. For those I can be like a loyal puppy, and that is how I would much rather be.
So to sum it up hate can have it's uses.
Back to fear. More so when I was younger than now I use to fear being put in a situation ware I would be forced to hurt someone. I would be afraid of my own inner anger. I really did dislike being an instrument of pain on to others.
More so now then back then I feel if they bring it on themselves they get what they disserve and if I can I will gladly hand there ass to them if they ask real nice. I am just that kind of guy.
PS: I am not really all that much of a strong guy, not compared to most guys that go to the gym but it is amazing what one can do when one has to. That goes for anyone.
Well, I can push about 420 lbs on the leg press. I can dead lift 320 lbs. I can bench 120. And I can move around the room the stand up punching bag in the aerobics room wen I hit or kick it. I move it farther with a kick. To gage my strength to some of the others there it is maybe half or less but that is what they do. I am a computer couch potato that can simply do more then I may look. Plus I am quite flexible. and can move fast when I need to. I am not strong enough to put any kind of fear into the casual gazer but strong enough to make others that see what I can do think twice. You could say I am about average to lesser in strength then the typical guy you see about my age. If that all answers your question.
OK back to fears. Well, I would say each that I have described as some of mine so far has been realized to some extent. That is had happened or still is.
Hay I am a lonely guy that goes without saying here. After years of searching, no one has answered my call. So despite friend and family I still feel alone.
Hurting others I have done far more than I would have cared to. Most of them really left me little choice.
The last being around a group that wishes me harm. One of the worst of that was wen I was around 7 or a little younger. I was surrounded by a group of four black girls. I don't know why but after they pushed me around a bit form time to time at the park I was at for a short time they had started throwing rocks at my head. They hit me good a few time and kept me from leaving them. Until some women had chased them off. By that time I was bleeding all over. Mostly from my head.
I have no raciest opinions on that. Maybe a little then but not now. I was a little kid and I did not know much then. I am not sure I was ever raciest. I should think not.
Story time!
If I was raciest from that I would have been greatly bothered by my first paint ball game I went to last year, mostly at the time I was there. I crashed a game from a group of black people from Boston. It was a birthday party for one of them. So I not only crashed the game but a birthday party as well. I did not know at the time. Only half way through the day I did. You see my boss from work had set up a game. I went on the wrong day. Surprise!!!! It was for me after I found out this was the wrong group I was suppose to be with. I was confused as to why my boss was not there. I am sure they was just as confused as I was as to why I was there. But thy never asked and just accepted that I was there just the same. It was a blast. We all had fun. I did not think of that time wen I was younger until the day after and was glad it did not bother me at all being with them. I was the only white guy there. The only one! That did not seem to matter. And it was grate. One grate day! Plus I had a story to tell my boss the next day on the day I was suppose to go. lol
To any that might be..."raciest" Well, so much for being raciest.
As I see it not much good in that. I know it is a fear for some. Maybe not any here. But is it. I have seen it.
I am a bit racist. I may be black, but I fear a lot of black people. I hate being near them because a lot of black kids also made fun of me and would always tell me I am "not gangster". So yeah.. _________________ *Shrugs* Meh, what a drag.
I could see that as a problom. I have been in my own way a little the same. Not to make light of it but one thing funny, I am mostly around other wight's like myself. Ruffly 90% of all I have come across even at school was all wight's. From them I have gotten a little racist agents other wight's. Dammed ignorant red necks! I guess you could say form a mix of your view and my view we could probably conclude people is just people. Darned those PEOPLE! lol. At times I dream of a life away from people all together. But what kind of life would that be? I got an idea we could swich places you could spend time with the red necks and I could spend time with the geto punks. I could see it now "Yo homie what's up!?" Next thing I get a gun in my face.
And yes, guns is a prob amongst wights too. As well as bats, brass nuckls, chains, knives, and all of the above. Well, maybe not a good idea. If only furrys had there own place. Not sure if that would work eather. I am sure there would be a conflict of some sort even amongst furrys. With stuff like hummm... Zoofiles for starters. I know The Amish! As far as I know they have no conflicts. Oooooo but they are strict, little on tek, I would have to grow a beard, and read the bible on most to all my free time. "Never Mind" Is there no form of Shangri la for us anywhere? Kind of make me wish I was a wealthy beach bum, sit in the sun, have some fun, all day, every day. All that with some good friends. Wont to come?
I guess you could say form a mix of your view and my view we could probably conclude people is just people. Darned those PEOPLE!
I agree. I'm not racist, I hate everyone. Okay, I stole that line.
LilZero wrote:
Bees = I hate how they fly in my face and I think they will sting me.
For me it's not so much bees as wasps. They are pure evil. With bees at least if you leave them alone they won't do anything. With wasps though, they will see you from a mile away and say, "I will attack that guy now, I think." and come after you with their deadly butt needles and try to kill you.
I guess you could say form a mix of your view and my view we could probably conclude people is just people. Darned those PEOPLE!
I agree. I'm not racist, I hate everyone. Okay, I stole that line.
lol. I use that line form time to time. In fact I was thinking of that line wen I typed that very part.
Burn wrote:
LilZero wrote:
Bees = I hate how they fly in my face and I think they will sting me.
For me it's not so much bees as wasps. They are pure evil. With bees at least if you leave them alone they won't do anything. With wasps though, they will see you from a mile away and say, "I will attack that guy now, I think." and come after you with their deadly butt needles and try to kill you.
Yeah.
Yes, Wasps do seem rather defensive and will go out of there way to come after you. Them and yellow jackets and hornets. Some are real big. I seen one that seemed like a mutant. It looked like about near 3" long. I am usually not afraid of them but this one made me frees and hope it would just go away.
Oh! Needles.
I don't really fear them, I just really hate them.
Just the thought of anything going through my skin and skinking inside my arm is just so...ick. I honestly don't get how anyone could willingly stick one of those things in themselves.
Ah, damn I just thought of that scene from Saw II.
Okay, yeah, I'm freaking terrified of needles O.O _________________
What is a really nasty thought about needles are when they are wiggling inside of your skin and imagining the point breaking inside of you. _________________ *Shrugs* Meh, what a drag.
Posted: Wed Dec 31, 2008 8:22 am Post subject: Those damn needles!
I know what you mean, I hate needles too, though it's gotten beter recently. The docs no longer have to knock me unconscious with a heavy lead pipe. What's scary though is those heavy guage IV needles . Those things are at LEAST an inch long, and I used to have to deal with them ALL the time cause of stupid outdated CT machine at the only hospital near where I used to live that took Tricare .
I think the last time (oral surgery), they only had to resort to NO2, so maybe there's hope for me after all. Other than that, my only real substantial fear is fire. My light coloration makes singed fur/burnt skin really noticable, and it hurts to boot.
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That is I my self am as confused as ever about women in general. It is a hard subject. That is why there is so many people trying to seek help and going to Date sites and such so much. At the moment I just can't help but feel confused by all this. Example: At some of those sites (yes I have been to a few) I get responses form women across the country as far as CAL. and I live in MASS. Even some from Russia. Some seem to really wont to know me but none form near me. None from Mass. Even thou I try to make contact there is no response. None! I can only feel I am doing or saying something wrong. But no one says anything back. I am in the dark with this.
Hurt them really good. 
It dose not sound nice but it will give them something to think about. 
If you don't, it can backfire and leave the other thinking you may still be a wimp and pushover 
People I like have nothing at all to fear of me. For those I can be like a loyal puppy, and that is how I would much rather be. 
